Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Long but short weekend

Where to start I guess Thursday night. Well I didn't sleep at all so Friday morning I was very tired. I didn't have all my meds either so Andy took Tony out to Action City for the big LAN Party. I was left home to get some sleep and that I did until about 15 to 11 I got a text from Andy asking if I was up yet. So he came home and made me take a shower and get my butt going for the day. So we got out to AC for the LAN and I'm sitting there in my chair thinking about killing myself. Yes you read that right I was thinking about killing myself! That was the first time I have ever thought like that and I blame it all on Lyrica!! But I had Andy go get my meds from the pharmacy for me and took them and sat there for a few minutes and I started to feel better. No more thought's so I went and took a nap in our room over at the Metropolis and after that I was feeling very good like my old self.. I wont ever do that again for get to get my meds filled before I run out.....

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Long Day!

Today has been a long day! We have a house full of people. But they are downstairs playing pc games. Andy got me a yellow rose today to try and make up for last night but guess what it don't. But oh well I have other stuff to worrie about like my blood disorder that my Dr thinks might be the cancer back. I'm not scared about either way because I know I have great Dr's to work with. But I love my new lappy!

Friday, February 12, 2010


Well I went today/yesterday and had my mole and skin tag removed and the mole was sent off to the lab. Ok so we got told that we can move into the place I lived at when I met Andy and I think we can only have 1 cat well we have 2. I told Andy about that and he said he wont move in there IF he can't have HIS cat who we call the "Mr Happy" cat. But then yet our other cat is our baby or so I thought she was but I guess she's got to go but I guess it just goes to show who's the bigger person. It's ripping my heart out knowing Hope's got to go but I just can't afford to keep this place and everything going. I get SSI and I get $748.00 on that and our rent is $746.87 a month and nothings included in that so we pay cable,internet,cell phones,excel,half garbage with neighbor, oh and food oh plus my copays for dr and meds. I just figured out my naseinex is gone why would anyone want to take a nasal spray??? I mean if they need it ask the Dr for your own don't take mine but oh well I'll call and see if I can get the refill one I have coming.. I hate roommates!! Andy don't want to leave them but I say it's time to kick them to the curb and get our own place. Since we moved back to EC we've only lived alone for a few months other wise we lived with Missy my sis and her 3 children and then now Vern and Lori aka Kallah. 

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Snow!!! UGGGG

I hate snow with a passion! We went down to Racine for a vacation and to bring my bro in law back with us for a few weeks. We where supposed to have come home on Tuesday well we got snowed in. So that pushed us coming home to Wednesday so we came home yesterday. I'm happy to be home I was happy to go but also happy to be home. I forgot my log in stuff so I couldn't up date this it was very annoying!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010


Huuumm Ok so I think I said something about a mole on my shoulder/arm. Well my Dr thinks it might be cancer so I have to go in the 8th for blood work then the 12th to see her. I'm not scared because I have a great oncologist he's super Dr S got me thru my last bout with cancer. But I do have a great team of Dr's the Cancer Center here is great too so I have no fear IF this is cancerous. After I see Dr Hillarude I'll let whoever know for sure!